It's Not About the Tattoo
Cilla's First Ironman—Canadian Style, eh?

Ironman Canada Start Beautiful British Columbia, the clean water of Okanagan Lake gently lapping the shoreline, and…
2,000 triathletes running around insanely setting up bikes, testing the water temperature, and otherwise milling around the town of Penticton…? Yes, that's truly the scene. The beautiful community of the Okanagan Valley in British Columbia, where the amazingly warm and welcoming locals greet thousands of athletes and spectators ever year so they can compete in North America's oldest Ironman event! I recently completed my first Ironman with Team In Training at this event, Ironman Canada. It was August 24th of this year, and I trained for about 8 months to get there. I had wanted to do this for years, and dreamt of the day I could earn the right to get that M-Dot (Ironman brand) tattoo to show off my accomplishment!

I was confident stepping to the starting line, but also very nervous. I had done the training, put in the time and distance, but was really intimidated by the actual day of the event. After so many months of preparation, it all came down to this one day. Once the cannon went off to start the race, though, I settled down. After jockeying for my own swim space, I settled into a nice rhythm and enjoyed the clean lake water, being surrounded by 2,000 of my new best friends, and recognizing that my Ironman day was finally here. I felt great. I made it through the swim without incident, and got through the swim-bike transition just fine.

Once I was on the bike, I felt like the race had finally started. I had many ups and downs during the day, and most on the bike. I never felt terrible, and had many moments of feeling great. But, there were definitely times I thought "wow, if this is what my legs have in them, it's going to be a long day," then chuckled to myself, knowing that the feeling would pass. It always did, and I always ended up feeling better within minutes. I saw my IronTeammates at mile 100, and have rarely been so happy to see anyone in my life! It was a great boost to get me over that final hill and onto the "downhill/flat" last 12 miles of the course (never believe anyone who says "it's all downhill from here!").

I once again got through the transition area unscathed, this time the bike-run transition, and headed out for my "run." I have "run" in quotes, because most of it was more like a shuffle. My goal was to "run" the whole way, which I did. At the start of the marathon, I only felt okay. Around mile three or four, I actually started feeling pretty good! Around mile 10, I started feeling less good, and by mile 12.5, I was feeling a lot less good. I got to mile 13.1 and knew I'd need to dig deep to get through the last half marathon. I needed to think about something besides my own struggle. So, I thought about other things… like… the guy that kept trying to pass me on the right… "Is he trying to run into me…? Or, is he just so tired he doesn't realize how annoying that is…?" Things I wouldn't normally think twice about, but after 125 miles that day, it was on my mind. ;-) My teammates caught me at mile 25.5, then again at mile 26.1. My coach told me he was proud (which made me very happy, of course), and said "OK, let's get you ready for that finisher's picture! Tilt your hat up… straighten out your bib number… smile big… there you go!" He's always a bit of a jokester, that coach, but it made a great difference to be a little brushed up for the finish line photo! I didn't hear a thing when I crossed the finish line. I know they announced my name as being an Ironman, I know there was music blaring, but I didn't hear any of it. I only thought "Finally…!" This was immediately followed by thinking "My quads are going to explode out the front of my legs if I don't stop moving immediately!" That second thought seems funny now, but I was pretty sore at the time.

After a quick change behind the space blankets my fabulous catchers held up to shield me (as if I cared who saw my haggard, post-Ironman body right then), I ate, drank, and actually started to feel human after about an hour and a half. Finally, walking across the transition area, back to pick up my transition bags and bike, it finally hit me: "I did it… I am an Ironman!" That was pretty cool. :) That high didn't wear of for quite some time. Actually, I'm not sure it's worn off yet!

That being said, I now realize why many Iron(wo)men don't get that M-Dot tattoo, even if they've done several races. It's not about the race itself, though that is a great accomplishment. Nor is it about just crossing the finish line, though that is exhilarating. It's about both of those things, and everything that leads up to that day. Ironman is a journey, and becomes a state of mind. When you're training 20+ hours a week, you effectively have a part-time job that pays in sore muscles and a somewhat deranged, often sleep-deprived state that only your fellow endurance fanatics can understand. It's a tortured bliss that doesn't let go until you finish your event, when you step back to reflect on that season. While the M-Dot tattoo a great outward symbol of the accomplishment, it's difficult to etch the experience of Ironman training and racing in one, concise symbol.

Mine was a fantastic experience, and one I hope I don't soon forget. I'm already signed up for Ironman #2, and can't wait to start the training. For the moment, though, I'm enjoying an extended "recovery" phase to recharge my batteries before the next intense season.

Now… where can I get that pesky M-Dot tattoo I've wanted all these years…? (J/K… no suggestions, please!) I wish you all the best in your athletic pursuits, and please enjoy this awesome Santa Cruz sunshine.

Happy training (and racing)!

- Cilla

Now for the shameless plugs…. :) For those of you who have this life goal of "someday" doing one of those "crazy" triathlons and, perhaps, of doing an iron-distance triathlon, all I have to say is… DO IT. You won't regret it. Even better, do it with one of the local tri organizations. Santa Cruz Triathlon Association (SCTA) is a fabulous, community-oriented organization that gives back to Santa Cruz county (and other areas) by bringing people together in active, fun triathlon training programs and races. Of course, I am also an avid supporter of Team In Training (TNT) and Ironteam. It's a fabulous organization, and does a great job of raising money to cure cancer, much of which gets done in our backyard (Stanford, Cal Berkeley, UCSF, etc.). Ironteam is a one-of-a-kind program within TNT, and you'll make some of the best friends of your life in taking the Ironman journey with the Team.

Please come get outfitted at your local stores! Of course, we—The Running Revolution Santa Cruz—can outfit you with everything from shoes to tri apparel and accessories (race belts, hydration systems, Yankz!, etc.). Bike Station Aptos is a superior bike shop, and the Sand Dollar Swim Shop will suit you up with all your swim needs.

I obviously love talking about endurance events—anything from Ironman, to other-distance triathlons, to marathons, to ultras, to adventure races, etc. But, I also love hearing your stories. Our whole staff loves it, too! Our store co-owner, Tim, has done an Ironman and countless marathons. The other half of that co-ownership (and Tim's wife), Heidi, is a marathon queen! We have decades of experience behind us, and are psyched about helping you achieve your fitness goals, whatever they may be.

Good luck! :)

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